A Clearer Picture

All along I have been wandering around aimlessly, without any goals.
And I lamented that fact.

But these days of transition between school to working life has given me much free time to think.

Perhaps it is boredom that causes such thoughts to manifest itself, but I am slowly getting a clear picture of what I want to achieve, of what I want to do.

I am starting to have goals, or rather, starting to set goals and targets for myself. Of course, these are just starting to manifest, and I have to say that these thoughts are still rather vague at the moment. But then, its this feeling of knowing it that I have never felt before. I am starting to try things that I've never really gotten fully into before.

Then there are the tangible goals, and the intangible ones.
And of course, some goals could only be embarked upon once I start to earn my keep.

At least I have a sense of myself slowly changing - hopefully maturing.
A clearer picture of myself and what I want.

Hopefully it'll stay with me.
I don't want to always remain that little wet behind the ears kid who could only look on the backs of others who've gotten ahead.

Then of course, there's saying it and doing it...