11th Nov 2010

Goodness...It's been so long since I updated this blog.

I wonder if anyone will even read this post. But well, this place is simply a little repository for my thoughts and feelings. I realize I find solace by penning my thoughts down.

Once again, I have been doing a lot of thinking. I guess I am too easily affected by the people around me; affected by the things they do, affected by the things they didn't do.

Perhaps I still lack confidence.

There is nothing wrong with me, right?

I am my own person.

Argh...Have to get out of this vicious cycle.

Once again, I'm penning down cryptic stuff. I guess I am just very protective of my feelings.

1st Mar 2010

Don't know why, but when I read some of my older posts of my blog, I realise I sound so silly/stupid. Maybe I really am still childish.

Maybe the world has turned, time has passed, but I am still here where I've always been.

2 months and 16 days more, and this blog will be 4 years old.

Where did the time go...?

I haven't grown, have I?

Will someone tell me?

6th Dec 2009

I called my friend a geek today because he loves playing boardgames and starcraft and warcraft.

But let me tell you who's the bigger geek.

Who likes to discuss about the implication of the M Theory?
Who gets excited on the topic of the Copenhagen Interpretation and Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle?
Who loves the debate on the Steady State Theory and the Big Bang Theory and how the latter won because of the discovery of the Cosmic background radiation?
Who would get excited about the implications if one day the God particle - the Higgs Boson was discovered?

Me. Me. Me. Me.

20th Nov 2009

Was thinking about this on my way home today...
About how that old guy in that Pixar movie, UP, wanted to go away on an adventure with his wife, but kept putting it off till his beloved passed away, and he became a cranky old man...
Actually, it really is quite a romantic thought. Leaving everything behind, and just taking off on an adventure to a far away place. To see the world, to experience the sights, to have the stories to tell...
Unfortunately, it's not in any bit pragmatic. If you aren't rich enough, you probably won't be able to just put everything behind and take off like that.
Are you going to stop working then? Who's going to pay the bills?
We're all debt ridden....
Not to mention its rather expensive to travel, especially for long.

Caught 2012 recently.

Kind of like The Day After Tomorrow on steroids, but its still your typical end of the world movie.

Then there's the issues with the neutrinos. Pardon my lack of knowledge, but,

Firstly, aren't neutrinos supposed to be neutral? They pass through you - and I supposed some are indeed passing through us now - and they would pass through undisturbed. And that's why it's so difficult to detect. So say they indeed have a change of characteristics, and they start heating up the Earth's core as in the movie. But why? I was kind of hoping they would explain why the neutrinos decided to become that way (but they didn't). It's kind of like saying electrons, out of a sudden, decided to become positively charged...It's like saying pi suddenly decided to become a whole number.

Secondly. If neutrinos start to affect the Earth, won't they affect us as well? Heck, we won't have to wait till 2012 to die, when the Earth crumbles and the poles shifts. If they'll heat the Earth up, they'll probably boil us too.

Lastly. Aren't neutrinos found throughout space? If they have the ability to heat up Earth, won't they cost significant changes to the rest of the planets and stars? It won't just be the end of the world. It'll be the end of the universe.

Hmmm.....

Why can't the movie just be about the alignment of our planets, which causes this huge gateway/dimension/portal to open, heralding an onslaught of disasters/The Beast that causes our world to explode?

Why can't the movie be about greenhouse gases and global warming which causes the polar caps to melt and sea levels to rise? I guess then that won't be a movie, that'll be a documentary....

8th Nov 2009

I want to learn Russian, French, Intermediate/Advance Japanese, the piano and the violin.

How?

Life is too short.
Maybe I need to focus...

7th Nov 2009

I find it hard to say no directly. Maybe I don't like to disappoint?
In the end, I always find myself going one big round just to reject someone.

24th Oct 2009

Note to self:

1) The scent of earl grey tea bags makes my cabinet smell heavenly

2) After the 3rd cup using the same tea bag, my cup of earl grey tastes more like chinese tea with a scent of citrus

3) Using a tea bag is more economically sound than 3-in-1 coffee mix because it lasts me the entire day. Plus, tea doesn't make me poop.

4) It is time to build up my mini pantry. First thing first, stock up on several different kinds of tea. Chamomile next, perhaps?

5) Should I next have to ask my manager a question she had told me the answer to before, it is not because I hadn't written down what she told me earlier. It's simply because I forgotten that I had written it down already. Thus, I should remember to write down that I already wrote it down.

6) Stale air stinks

7) I am definitely not a morning person.

8) Rats are able to climb up 25 stories and hide in the fake ceiling

9) To combat the rat infestation, perhaps we could train "Super Defence Cats" to hunt the rats down. Commando cats, if you will.